May 10, 2002 - 10.30 pm
So, after I write a pissy baby entry, the Universe does something that makes me recant the pissy babiness that was earlier me.
Like today.
After I got done writing that last entry, I went out and did stuff, (like tried to sell back my textbooks, and let me tell you, that was a "bend over and grab your ankles" kind of experience.)and got home and flipped on the tube wishing I had something else to do. (Well, I had other things to be doing, but I didn't want to do them.) EH called and she, L, B and SK went ice skating and were going to have lunch at her place and did I want to come. Ah ha! The Universe likes me some days.
So I went over to EH's and everyone was feeling tired and a little bit mellow and so we just lounged around EH's tiny albiet very comfortable apartment. It was just nice. It's weird, but the thing that made it worthwhile was hearing an airplane flying too low and looking around at the "oh SHIT" expression on everyone elses face and realizing, in a flash of an instant, that yeah, if the world were coming to an end, I'd want to be with my family but other than my biological family, there is no one else on this planet I'd rather be with.Isn't that MORBID?! But it made me feel very secure all of a sudden.
AND!!!!! I've been missing T like crazy lately and when she's away at school I can never get a hold of her. So I was kind of thinking about her and wishing I could talk to her, and EH's phone rang. Now, EH may very possibly know every person ever born, so I totally wasn't expecting it to be anyone I knew. But, when she was all "WOW! Hi! I'm so glad you're here!" I just knew it was T. T and I are like that. When I need her the most, even if we're on opposite ends of the country, she just knows. And I know that when I start thinking about her a lot, I'll be getting a phone call from her pretty soon, saying she's back in Loveland and when can we get together. I know you're probably shaking your head, going everyone thinks they've got that psychic connection to someone they love. And they probably do all think that, but then again, I think we all have people in our lives that who are part of our souls and know us well enough that when we need them, they're there. L is like that too, but I have to ask most of the time. She would know if she wasn't so factual. But T, T is like me. She's flighy and high strung and I love her so much. I am so glad she's back.
And I'm going to Loveland to play with her tomorrow!
Goodnight,
Emily
