September 26, 2002 - 3.02 pm
It has been so long since I updated and I don't even realize it. I cannot belive how fast the minutes and hours in my life seem to be flying by these days.
What can I tell you . . .hmm.
Riley called a couple of times this weekend. He's so awesome. So so so awesome.
After a disappointed 40-3 loss, my Buffs came back to drub UCLA 30-17. I can't wait for the K-State game next weekend. Chris Brown and Bobby Purify are my friends.(ha ha not really, but I do love them after the UCLA game.)
Craig Ochs (Buffs former starting QB) is no longer my friend. I can't believe he's decided to go play football for Montana. What, like they don't have concussions in Montana? I understand transferring because you're unhappy somewhere, but then, dude, be upfront about it and don't hide behind a medical problem. Don't be all, "Oh I always dreamed of playing for CU, but then I got injured and another guy came to lead CU to the Big 12 Championship and now I got injured again and we don't throw the ball enough, so I'm going to a Div II school!" Whatever. Lame.
I'm kind of worried about L. She's been kind of crack-monkyish lately, since the breakup with B. I hope she knows that she's doing the right thing.
I was thinking about B the other day. While I'm glad L broke it off, I really didn't hate B like our other friends did. He was always pretty decent to me, actually. One of my first days at CU, I was wandering around the UMC lost and slightly overwhelemed and he saw me and gave me a hug and said "welcome to CU." L really really loved him. And I think, despite all the things some friends have said, he really loved her. But he could be really mean. Just because he was never really directly mean to me doesn't mean that his attitude didn't make me uncomfortable. And he seemed unstable and I worried for L. But I still worry for L. I don't think she realizes how amazing she really is and how loveable. I know she can't even contemplate someone else right now, but I feel this certainty that she will fall in love again. It's like you know something deep down and you really can't explain it. That's how I know.
Lessee. Writing a play. Just popped into my head the other day, fully formed, and now I'm just trying to work it out. Hopefully I'll be able to turn it in for a project in my human sexuality class.
I'm having some trouble dealing with one of the members of the Humanities Club presidency. She isn't technically the president, L and I are co-presidents, she claims she's just the treasurer, but I feel like she doesn't trust or value L or I. She just sort of sees us as her lackeys and I don't really know how to deal with that.
OK. Yowza. This entry was sort of all over the place, but I've got to run.
Bye!
